19. Imagining Life as Four Horses to Ride
At the age of 50, the biggest transformation of my life, the simple but rare realization of seeing space, the four horses.
1. Riding the brown horse of our reactivities.
2. Riding the gray horse of the space with nothing.
3. Riding the white horse of our ego recognizing god space, source space, infinity.
4 Reversal. I The black horse of source, of infinity, having a ride, a perception, an experience of our finitude.